I haven't written in a couple of days, I've had a lot of things going on. more mentally busy than physically. honestly im not in the mood to write now, but I was taking a break from the other things I was doing and thought "hey, why the fuck not".
do you ever feel so overwhelmed that you cant set your mind to concentrate on one thing at a time? I picture this problem like you would if you have thirty people in a small room attempting to do a task. every time the door opens (which isn't very often) one person gets out, clearing up just that tiny bit of space for the others. the problem with me right now though is I cant get anyone out the door because other people keep squeezing in.

my no vacancy sign is apparently being ignored...